I think I am in a restful period. A new platform to achieve in my own ascension. I don’t feel inclined to be rushing here, there and everywhere.
Apart from the retreat held in January I haven’t felt the time was right to be doing any more work in Zagreb, Slovenia or Macedonia just yet. I work more and more in the moment anyway. I also don’t particularly have anything to say that feels profound. I don’t feel that I am particularly learning anything new and I don’t feel that I can be bothered to reach people in the way that I did previously.
Maybe my mission is drawing to a close, most of the steps being carefully in place?
I used to wonder why teachers like Jesus seemed to have few words of explanation, and why some teachers just spoke one or two words. I used to think that certain things had to be really taught if people were going to understand the power of the mind and the secrets of the universe. Now I feel that I am devoting my time to myself and I don’t feel one little bit selfish. It feels as if it is too much effort to express myself? I am achieving effortless effort.
I am completely playing with my life at the moment and I have never been happier, I am without rules or self inflicted regulations. Most people are surprised that I eat meat and drink a little alcohol…… yet I am a spiritual teacher? I enjoy my life. Nothing in excess and yet I have achieved what I have achieved because I believe that the greatest transformation comes from addressing ones mind and by improving the way to think. That is also the hardest part.
Now I have the feeling that I am cruising. I don’t sit and meditate. I try to live my life in meditation but that doesn’t mean in stillness or quiet or boring. My life is joyful and fun and I am so much at peace with myself and it isn’t what I have to say that is most important but the energy field that I share. The vibration of love ❤️ peace ✌️ and joy. I think that adds up to unconditional love ❤️.