Birthing the Divine Self – Momentous Understanding

Day 363 Thursday 13th October 2016.
It is so hard to write this up so that it will reflect the power and the beauty and truth behind these mystical experiences.

A MOMENTOUS DATE AND VERY IMPORTANT MOMENT IN TIME. It started out like any other day. I was excited because the plan was to meet with Father Michael, (pronounced Mik A EL) from the Orthodox Church in Skopje, Macedonia. When we had met before he saw me change into Mary Magdalene, as did the others . I saw him change into John, the brother of Jesus. That had been an incredible moment. Half way to his church we received a message that he couldn’t make it this am but could this afternoon. We couldn’t change our plans so the meeting was cancelled. The witch lady was also not available so now we had time on our hands. We decided to go back to the office which would be empty until 12.00 and I would give Elena a treatment undisturbed. All was working out well.

We began the treatment and it was most unusual. I began with me going back in time as an ancient man, like a monkey self. The work began addressing the masculine side; sounds, maybe words, actions. Then I became more of the man we recognise and I was addressing the beginning of emotions. There was something going on between the physical body and the mind. I felt that Elena was being used as the vehicle in the process. I sat on her and began to sway her in a manner that shook the head. It seemed as if they were trying to mix up the brain, to scramble the lower self masculine and feminine energetic bodies so that there was no longer a distinction.

Somehow this was replaced by one Divine Feminine Form. There was a sense of the love of the Goddess Mother and Child. Within this form I embraced the energy of Fire, Earth, Air and Spirit. I was still sitting on her and felt a further descent of God? As I experienced this ritual I understood she represented the descended God/Masculine and I was the already descended Goddess/Feminine. There was a black line going straight down the centre of our combined energy fields. The top of the black line was in the heavens and the bottom was in the earth. As I stood away from her I began to make the infinity sign around her. Then the ritual was over. A further union had been created between God and the Goddess. At that point I didn’t have a clear understanding of what had taken place but what I was sure of at that time was the role that Ivana would play when she came for her session at midday. She would be the child of this Divine marriage between God the father and God, the Mother Earth. This I knew within every cell of my body.

Ivana arrived for her healing. She had no money to pay but felt that she was compelled to be there and had asked for some grace in paying. She also said that she had found it very difficult not to be with me over the weekend and she had been experiencing a strong mother daughter bond. It was straight into another shamanic meeting. At some point I stood her up, she was not knowing anything, she wasn’t even sure where she was. She was completely outside of herself and comfortable. I had to invoke the violet flame. At some point I took a part of her and returned it to Earth. Another part I returned to Mind, then to Spirit and then to Body. In turn these were returned to Fire, Air, Water and Earth, the four elements. Again the infinity sign.

This time in a loud movement of the feet on the earth. Ivana just stood motionless with her arms stretched out and her legs like Leonardo da Vinci’s ‘Vitruvian Man’. I was asked to go and fetch two people to come in and celebrate this moment. Only as I was hurrying out to fetch someone did I begin to realise and understand what we were celebrating. I saw Elena first and then Ivana the psychologist looked up at me. I beckoned to both of them and they hurried after me. I asked them to make a circle holding hands around Ivana and as I began to explain the enormity of what was done this day came over me. I said,

Artist: Nives Čičin Šain 

“Behold the Offspring, the new child born again in the likeness of God.”
As I tried to utter this explanation I began to cry and then I sobbed and sobbed as I realised I had completed my mission, to birth the Divine Self. In essence it was Mary Magdalene rather than Maria that was crying in satisfaction and relief. This was the understanding given to me. After a little while Ivana was brought back to this moment. I said, over and over again, “We have done it.” “Thank you, thank, you, thank you.” I say this to all the people, all over the world, awakened and working for the light, knowingly or unknowingly who have assisted in this moment of transformation and evolution. It is done. OMG. What this means is that all the steps now are in place for the descent of the immortal soul in the human body. We have birthed the possibility for the Divine Human on Earth. A being of limitless possibilities. A being of pure essence, balanced and without fear. New age? Wow bring it on.

Vitruvian Man. IT’S ART MEETS SCIENCE. From the internet.
A true Renaissance man, Leonardo was not only a painter, sculptor, and writer, but also an inventor, architect, engineer, mathematician and amateur anatomist. This pen and ink drawing was his exploration of the theories about human proportions set forth by ancient Roman architect Vitruvius. In his treatise De Architectura, Vitruvius wrote, “For if a man be placed flat on his back, with his hands and feet extended, and a pair of compasses centred at his navel, the fingers and toes of his two hands and feet will touch the circumference of a circle described there from. And just as the human body yields a circular outline, so too a square figure may be found from it.”

I nearly forgot to write about something else that happened this afternoon. At 2.00pm Julia, the television presenter and her little crew arrived and we filmed an interview for her show. She told me that I had affected her in a deep way at the Conference which surprised me as I wasn’t really open to my galactic self and abilities and it was only forty five minutes! It was good feedback though. As it was such a beautiful day we filmed it in the garden.
I then had two more very important healings to give. Both turned out to be very difficult and both were related and after both I needed Elena to help me eliminate the removed energy of the healings from my person and recover my strength quickly. This is because I was working in the collective consciousness through these ladies. One lady represented the mind, the other the physical body. Both ladies came from the conference. I was addressing restriction and constriction caused by over active intellectual thinking and attachment to information and its importance together with unbending and unhelpful mind sets to the individual? One treatment was to a lady whose mind was driving her crazy with constant analysing of information. The other lady was in a wheelchair, she represented the physical manifestation of what happens to the body. She was the lady who had told me that I had spoken to her heart. The stress and the anxiety caused by an unyielding and controlling mind on the body is like being squeezed by a boa constrictor!
Some of the affirmations for the first lady in the mind were very powerful.

“I am letting go of restriction.
I am sitting with myself.
I am the point.
I am everything.
Everything is everywhere.
I am everywhere I should be.
I am enough.
I am a vision of loveliness.!”

The second lady in the wheelchair was letting go of constriction and afterwards she told me that there was a lightness in her head. She was quiet in the mind and at last she could hear silence. She told me that the flow of her breath was coming from a different place within her and her shoulders and neck were much lighter and more comfortable.
Afterwards I needed Elena’s support . What a day?