A momentous day

Day 230. A momentous day. R- and I-‘s wedding. Also enter the Perfect Female? You have heard of Adam, the perfect male now meet AMAM , the perfect female. Thursday 1st June. 1+6=7 .

E-, I- and I met at 9.00am and headed over to Bačvica beach for our Happy Feet, Happy Swim morning. I had to get back today so we didn’t walk as far. We stopped at the second beach with a lagoon and had coffee in the coffee bar there. It was a different view and very nice. My leg is becoming a real problem. I am having difficulty standing from a sitting position and it takes a good half minute to get standing comfortably. What to do? The girls are very patient with me. We decided not to swim here and headed back to somewhere that we found more desirable. The water was wonderful and we floated about and did some exercises. Really lovely.

I just had time to get showered and changed and makeup on and go down to meet Ives. Today is R- Dee’s and Ives is conducting the service and she invited me to accompany her. I was really pleased because I wanted to go to see the wedding but as it was on the island Solta I didn’t know how I would do that. In the end R- had laid on a small ferry boat for the guests and had provided food and drink for them. Turned out I knew quite a number of them and others had “heard of me” and “were pleased to meet me!” The gang if you like, along with other guests, went up on top. Most of the girls had their hair up but by the time we got there they had taken their hair down. We were in the shade but there was a breeze of course. This little boat took us to the far side of the island and it took us two hours but we sailed right into the fishing village. Turned out I went there with Mark and with Sylvia.

It was straight off the boat and into a kind of castle. It was actually a hotel with a divine swimming pool. While the guests had something to drink and eat Ives and I skedaddled into a bathroom were she quickly got changed and when it was time I went with the other wedding guests up on the lawn to find a place where I could watch the proceedings. R- is the absolute impression of an English Rose and she looked gorgeous, her dress beautiful. Her cousin gave her away as her father sadly had recently passed away. She told me later that there was a moment when she was walking up the garden that she felt her father was with her.

I tried to take a few nice photo’s of the deliriously happy couple and after the wedding everyone went back onto the terrace, a glass of champagne was thrust into my hand and I didn’t refuse. I slipped away into the hotel and away from the guests but when Ives told R- that I had come to see her get married she came into the lobby and hugged me. After this Ives and I slipped away with the Registrar who was kindly giving us a lift back to the ferry port. R- had already organised this. We made the 6.30 ferry with five minutes to spare. The next official boat wasn’t until 5.00am in the morning. We sat upstairs in the late sunshine and setting sun and enjoyed the end to our lovely day. The journey home on this big ferry only took an hour.

We strolled along the Riva and sat down to watch the last of the sun. Zjacko went by with two friends and stopped to talk for a while. We discussed the Ascension process and we agreed that the general consensus of opinion is that the time was coming when we would have to take the quantum leap into the new dimension. He had been on a course who channels Mary Magdalene and this was her information. Back to ordinary life he was sad to see that my problem with my leg at the groin had worsened and offered me a massage. Then Ives had to hurry on home and I had a Skype appointment with Natasa.
She was calling me when I arrived home and we were both totally different people now that we had got over the shock. We were back to normal. I told her that I had sent healing for two hours and she told me that she had felt all sorts going on, especially in her stomach. I then tried to give her a rundown of last weekend’s retreat. I was in the process of telling her about Bridget saying that she had to have a new name and how later the name had become Am. We had claimed I AM Am. I was also telling her how “fractured” I felt when I came back from Cuba and then Germany and how I need to find the solution to prevent this from happening. We now need to heal the fractures within us but also how do we restore ourselves quickly? This is actually related to the Ziggurat a temple of Sumerian origin which I will try and write about again. Suddenly we were into guided tuition. I was explaining last year’s work when I/we linked the chakras within the human being to the system in the heavens. I told her how water and fire exist together perfectly in the heavens, the blue and the red and when mixed we get violet and so we have the violet flame that St Germain brought into our understanding more than twenty five years ago. This is the glory, the unconditional love, the glue of the universe and this is what we have to use to heal the fractures. As we connect in consciousness we are becoming a human Ziggurat, we don’t have to reach the heavens anymore to experience this love. Suddenly I was gaining further understanding about so many things.
The next moment I am channelling an affirmation. It was something like this: I AM connecting to Myself. I AM connecting to the Universe. I AM connecting to Love. I AM connecting to Truth. I AM connecting to the power within. I AM organising Myself around Me and letting in something that is not yet within my understanding. If touched I Love within the core and heal the fractures with the Violet Flame. I am connecting this with the understanding of the ziggurat and I must write a piece about it.

I was then trying to share the experience of the name that was given to Bridget. Suddenly it all took off in a different direction. I was saying that God had revealed himself to Moses in the Burning Bush as I AM THAT, I am. In the time of “the new age people”, those who became known as lightworkers and the growing awakening collective consciousness were guided to understand God as I AM. We began to become much more mindful at least twenty five years ago. Somewhere my work began and then the Ascension picture began to take shape and finally in Sarajevo we birthed a seed, two seeds actually. Eventually in Split we birthed a child and we began to honour God as “I AM I” and we have been doing that for quite a number of years. What has taken place is that we have been bringing in the Divine I. I said to Natasa. “I AM THAT, I Am.” followed by “I AM I” and then I tried out “I AM AM.”

My thoughts then went to the first man who was called ADAM. I separated the letters, AD AM. I saw Add (as in +) AM to MY/God’s name. I AM ADAM. Last October 2016 in Skopja, Macedonia we achieved the downloading of the blue print for the Divine Human and it was in a female form. Now we have a new name for the first woman for the new dimension. Her name is Am. We don’t have to add anything. This I believe is the new trinity. I, AM, AM. The reverse of AM is MA meaning mother. I have been led, painfully I might add to let go of my need to be a mother and to be respected and honoured as such. Now I understand why. We have to now make our way to the vibration of AMAM which is beyond Ma. We have to let go of all understanding as we know it of the masculine vibration now ( and please don’t think of that as male) in order to become the vibration of feminine (and please don’t think of that as female otherwise we will still be trapped in the old dimension.) We are now about to birth something that is totally unattached to anything. The vibration of what was mother has to go in order for us to feel what came before. The ultimate, the Holy Body held in the glue of the Universe. Perhaps!

At the retreat on the Sunday we had 7 people present. Not a coincidence in this process of sacred geometry. In the Kabala of numbers it is the number representing completion, death and immortality, love, God, the perfect man. Adam Kadmon. The cycle of evolution, wisdom, perfection, equipoise, balance, rest. The answering planet is the Full Moon. Interestingly I-, E- and I have planned a dinner on Friday night at a viewing centre so that we can watch the Full moon rising. (9.June= 9+6=15=6. 6pointed star, heart/spirit aspect of oneself.) Not a coincidence? Look out world, something is coming and is closer than we know. We have now let go of the perfect man, Adam. I think we are about to find out what the perfect woman is all about, Amam. Bridget, what a key you have brought me?

I have done my best to explain this, I hope it is understandable. Simply the next big affirmation is “I AM AM”. Please use, spread it and let’s get this over with and get some rest. Kisses and hugs to all who read it. I am blown away.
P.S. I came across by chance a YouTube video called “The Murder of Mary Magdalene”. I was keeping one ear and one eye on it but there was a section that mentioned Pride??? I will listen again in case it can take me a step further. I mention this because it may add some meat to the bone regarding the understanding that came through the other day about Spiritual Pride.