I read a FB post of Victoria Rose, at that time and still is ( 14.4. 2020) the world was in lockdown because of the Corona virus 19. She wrote “ I have an overwhelming feeling to surround myself with butterflies. Two days ago, blue butterflies swirled around and around me as I stood with mouth open in amazement. Yes, I believe we are metamorphosing into something else. My fervent desire is that ‘something else’ is better than what we lived before 2020.
Two of the replies caught my eye.
Sandy B. Simmons wrote, “Absolutely, we are evolving…into what is a mystery, a very not to be known, at the moment, mystery.”
Last night I woke around 2.00am and went to the bathroom. I woke again around 3.00am with “writing” on my mind. I wanted to explain what was happening because I am privy to the bigger picture but to précis it felt overwhelming. I told God that I didn’t know where to start in order to reveal this insight. I was told to start with the Butterfly Cycle, to try to explain it through that process. So I laid awake from 3.00-5.00.am running it through my head and then worrying how to put it out there for people to read. I can’t even remember how to get on to the admin page of my new web site. Now 2-3years old! Driving myself into a frenzy, I recited the 23rd psalm which immediately calmed my fears and I fell asleep. It was 9.00am when I woke.
METAMORPHOSIS. The butterfly lays its egg. The larva or caterpillar hatches. This stage is known as the first INSTAR caterpillar. I love the word Instar and think that it is very relevant for the story that will follow. It’s job is to feed and grow. It will shed its skin five times, each time growing a new skin below the old one before molting. It becomes the second instar, third instar, fourth instar and finally after the fifth molt, its skin begins the outer shell of the chrysalis. Just to bring something more into mind, we have the understanding of this process of shedding skin with growth in other of God’s creatures, e.g. the snake, the stick insect. The creation of something completely different, as with the butterfly, frog or toad is even more mysterious. The metamorphosis of the frog or toad is similar but in their case if we are lucky, we get to see it with our own eyes and know it to be true. The cycle of the butterfly is partly hidden from us, yet we still know it to be true and can’t be denied. Through these stages, which we are usually taught in infancy we are all familiar with the outcome!
During this fifth stage, the caterpillar is already developing the resemblance of wings. The pupa or chrysalis is now created, having firstly been securely attached to a leaf. Each species of butterfly like what they like so they are already on the right host bush and source of food. It is a place of total surrender and somewhat confined, away from everything and unwanted interference, perhaps somewhat silent but obviously not totally still; the magic begins in earnest. The body of the caterpillar begins to transform itself into an adult butterfly. A lot is happening during this apparent stillness. Wings and antennae are formed and the chewing mouthparts of the caterpillar are transformed into the sucking mouthparts of the butterfly. The process takes approximately 10-14 days as a chrysalis, then the beautiful butterfly is ready to emerge, resembling nothing like its former self yet this metamorphosis cannot be denied.
HOW THIS IS RELATED TO OUR OWN ASCENSION PROCESS. Our own metamorphosis is rather more complicated of course and the process taking what seems to be an eternity. How to condense 30 years of this process to my knowing and that’s just been my conscious knowledge in this life, is now my challenge. Part of my individual metamorphosis was to come to the understanding that my true nature is that of Holy Shaman with the mission of bringing humanity into a much greater understanding of the meaning of life. Like so many people around my age, I was born in 1949, I wasn’t consciously aware of this journey that was before us until I was 42 years old in 1991. I had to ‘wake up’ and recognise the callings. I had to grow into knowing that I wasn’t going mad because I was hearing voices which taught me beyond my previous understanding. My first questions, when I was completely lost and found myself dying on the inside were, “There has to be more to life than this?” and “Who am I?” There were many of us that were receptive to this “answering” of our prayers and starting to channel information. In truth there have always been prophets and seers in every walk of life. Many being revered, while in other countries, ridiculed. This was the case in my own country and even in my own home by my then husband and young son who followed his father’s lead.
Despite the loneliness of it, I kept faithful to the ‘I AM that I Am, God, that I understood way back then. At the time, I kept hearing the command to ‘write’ and my answer was, ‘write what?’ and ‘who the heck are you?’ I did write but wasn’t aware how or brave enough to do anything with it some 29 years ago, unlike Walsh who published his Conversations with God and what a perfect title. At 42years of age I had been recovering from a breakdown and on my walks I was trying to think things through. I became aware that one of my thoughts led to another and clarification came. I began to notice how intelligent the conversation was and then I suddenly decided that these answers to my questions couldn’t be from my own mind because of the level of understanding that was being shown to me. So, who or what was talking to me? It was gob smacking, actually GOD SMACKING. I tested my theory out for a few more days and then picked up the courage to ask “Who are you?” Very quickly followed by “Prove it,” and prove it they did. Those ways are stories in themselves and for another time.
I was then asked to teach and to hold classes. “Teach what!!!” Believe me I tried to ignore it. Their frustrated answer finally was, “Just get on with it and we will show you!” I invited friends from the Wakefield Mind, Body and Spirit group, run by a very special and knowledgeable lady called Anne Crow. She had read everything she could lay her hands on and had a substantial library. She would eventually point me in the direction of some of those books and always at the right time. She also recognised things in me that I didn’t yet know myself. She understood that I was a shaman and already had a pre- ordained life within me. My belief in God and total love for Jesus had always been a given and part of me from being a baby. At 15 years old I was astounded by a visitation, in my bedroom by Jesus and accompanied by the Angel Gabriel. He spoke telepathically to me and I answered in the same way. We had a long conversation which ended with him telling me that he would come and find me in the future and teach me the meaning of life. (A full account of that is in my Book on Etsy, ‘Hello Mum, Are you in heaven yet?’) I was 42years old when my true journey began and thanks to people like Anne believing in me, I found the courage to enter the unknown so that the unknown could become known! The most exciting 30 years to date, a magical, mystical tour began and I shared everything with anyone who wanted to hear.
It began with ‘Angel” classes which took many forms. The first teachers being Archangel Michael, Quan Yin and Jesus. I had to get used to their presences by the feel of their vibration. They would speak through me, so I would get used to the feel of the words that I spoke. They would always ask us to take part in the rituals that they presented. Never were we carried along without our consent. Always they asked for our permission, respectful of our free will. They brought about changes which had the capacity to affect the collective consciousness and subsequent understanding. I remember one evening being told that ‘they’ had humanity interested in physically taking care of the body, humanity interested in taking care of their soul, Buddhism too, in the UK was on the rise, Buddhism being of interest because it is a way of life and not a Religion, which so many people were opposed to. The emotional body was also beginning to be understood and ‘they’ had brought about the developing search for “Self Help’ and ‘Alternative therapies.” None of this was by chance, I would learn that everything was Spiritually orchestrated. The speed of the transformations accelerating as humanity began to awaken to another way of understanding through the teachings that were coming to us from another and at that time, invisible source and world. I would come to understand that this was ‘The Way’ that Jesus understood so well and had conquered in Human Form with his time on earth. As an advanced Soul of Holy capacity his journey to enlightenment could be very short. His metamorphosis achieved in just a few short years when he was supposedly lost in the desert. He was actually studying with the Essenes and bringing heaven to earth within himself and with it the capacity to be able to shift from human density into his LIGHT BODY AND UNIVERSAL MIND. In this divine space he could perform miracles, now more understood as instant manifestations and of course his bodily vehicle had the voltage capacity to transmit the healing power of the Holy Spirit.
In the classes ‘they’ told us that the most difficult aspect for them to help us with was to get us to change our mind. We gave our permission to understand their meaning and then ‘their’ thought was in our consciousness. The real work for change now began.
Within us all there are two presences, a higher self and in the first place to most of us, undiscovered, used or trusted. The lower self gains our loyalty more easily and is conditioned by our lower mind. The higher self is truth and the lower self is who we are according to how our mind thinks and acts. Rarely are the two in direct alignment. When we go against our truth, we hurt ourselves. Our pain creates density. The more out of sync with the higher self, the heavier the burden on our body and the more our inner light diminished. The purpose of reincarnation is to try to clarify our understanding, bring about forgiveness and release the burden in our soul. Again, often what we do is make the matter worse. Let’s say, the Universal Mind of God decided that this had to stop.
It seemed that within the last 20years, humanity had evolved enough to be able to begin to communicate with angels and through their healing and teachings we were learning how to address our wounds and heal our bodies. I was guided from UK to the former Yugoslavian countries to work with hundreds of people already trained in meditation, capable of being still and were not afraid to travel in consciousness. They were ready to reach higher consciousness. The bigger picture began to cleverly reveal itself. Slowly around the world, emotions began to quiet, forgiveness grew, good health could be restored to some but not to all but in all truth, Soul’s emptied and with that bodies felt lighter and our vibration quickened. As I healed myself it felt as if Maria was taking more and more of a backward step away from me in favour of my true nature. I began to like myself more and more because I was growing gentler towards myself. At some point the higher aspect of myself introduced itself to me and I accepted this truth. One bodily form slowly replaced the other lower one and I discovered the name of my enlightened higher self. “Solar Angelica.” I now felt more like ‘Solar Angelica’ than ‘Maria’. Many people called me by that name for many years. I thought that was the end of the journey and that the purpose of life was to ascend and therefore become the nicer, gentler part of ourselves. I thought knowing my Higher Self was the end of the journey!
That might well be the journey for most people, in fact my friend Anne was content having reached that level of peace within herself but for me it seemed that my journey was to go on. One particular day, at a retreat I was holding in Middlesbrough for Mavis Fielding’s group ‘Solar Angelica’ began to die and then leave me but all the while the void it left within me was being replaced by an even greater soul who was descending, that of the Holy presence of Mary Magdalene or Marija Magdalana as she is called on the continent.
My journey took on a whole different level, every step being shown the way by Divine Presences. Every step like the fall of dominoes, would lead to another. Some of these steps involved the healing of the physical body through the reintroduction of ancient skills, hypnotherapy, acupuncture and much more. Through ‘Self Help’ books, as they became popularly known, we began to understand the power of the mind and need for positive thinking. We came to grasp the concept that the thought is the deed and that we are each responsible for creating our own reality. Slowly we began to find the courage to face and address our self held fears and to take a good look at the complicated behavioral patterns that created distressing emotions and restricted thinking within ourselves. We began to understand the need for forgiveness both towards others and towards our own self and accept our naivety of previously not understanding how we had created it and got into his painful mess in the first pace. Slowly we began to accept that we needed to address our fears and unpick the unsatisfactory stitches in the tapestry that was weighing us each down. No one would be exempt from this cleansing. We were all in it together because in reality we are all one. As we came to understand too that concept, we also were shown that you could go willingly or the time would come when you wouldn’t have the choice! That time, I believe is fast approaching.
This level of knowledge spread around the world. Light Workers began to recognise others but there was a huge ego struggle at the same time and certain unpleasantness. As humanity began to connect firstly with the Angelic Realms, this led to the influence of individual Ascended Masters making themselves known and the bravest of the brave came to understand them and to believe in them and a new faith and hope was growing. What Jesus came to show us in the first place, Mary Magdalene had to finish in this life? Once there were enough individuals awakened and committed to the developments in this New Age and humanity had evolved sufficiently to create a strong platform to Ascension the real work began. We were to create a new dimension, a dimension that would in time become heaven on earth, ‘as above so below’, as the bible told us so in the Lord’s prayer. Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done. This was an incredible and unbelievable concept when we first began this process. In fact it was beyond our imagination but in every retreat that I held, every meditation or class and individual healing, I was shown ‘The Way’ and took the steps to bring it about. All the people that came to those retreats had an inner drive to be there and were the instruments to carry out God’s plan towards this fulfillment.
Years of participating in meditations that involved secret spiritual rituals continued and we began to give up and let go from our collective understanding everything that we had believed and thought we ever knew about!!! What it would, in time, reveal was that we were giving up all creativity known to man up to this time???? This was because we had to return to 0 point in order to reverse our understanding, head towards a new beginning and the old same old, same old would get in the way. One of the first things we gave up was Time and Space. Suddenly time seemed to be moving at an incredible speed and hours in the day seemed to get shorter as it felt that we could only get a certain amount achieved in comparison to when we did have, ‘time’.
2012 my life, like many others fell apart. Now I know the reason why. At the time it was traumatic and I found myself living in Split in Croatia. An old man recognised me, not as Maria but as Marija Magdalena. I knew I was in the right place at the right time. I have learnt that Mary Magdalene spent time here and she is much loved and respected as I am now. Split has the vibration of India and is wonderfully spiritual. It is also the midway point between Jerusalem and United Kingdom. Over the last three years I have been resting and recovering and when guided holding retreats, always consisting of the sacred geometry numbers. We headed into Holy Waters.
Since 2012 we have been incubating. Pupating, in the life cycle of a butterfly. The vibration of Split is Peace and Joy and I basked in it. In 2014 I turned 65years old. I was guided to Hawaii, the vibration was one of Peace, Joy and Unconditional Love. Incredible experience. Later in the year I found myself in Australia and New Zealand. In one year I had become the vibration of the Masculine and Feminine energy of those ancient lands and the union of those, the child. Unbeknown at the time this paved the way for my visit to Ethiopia in February 2015. I was to have and become the experience of the purest vibration to date. Ethiopia is the centre of Christianity. That of course means as Jesus knew it. All I knew at the time was that I was in search of the Ark of the Covenant. I found its mysteries, wisdom, truth. The Holy of Holies.
In September 2015 the work began again. The descent of Holy Consciousness. Many years ago through meditation we learnt to raise our consciousness to angels, then to Ascended Masters, to Multi Dimensional Universal levels of communication and knowing. Now we journey towards the descending Holy Consciousness and truly begin to bring Heaven to Earth. It’s time to introduce the Immortal Soul. I am very excited.
Maria Brooks Holy Shaman - Mary Magdalene: School Of Intensified Light 